Sunday, 12 November 2017

Who Showed me the Colour of Love




     He died in his old age, still young with a smile brimmed with love. Trying hard to grab breath, he lied there, eyes opened. He lend me a gaze for a few seconds, just before the last breath.  For the last time, he too took a profound inhale as any other dying person does. I concluded, this is the end. This is the end of  an exclusive island of innocent love and care of my life. Every element seemed frozen inside his room, his white covered bed, an ash colored small box  and his red purse, all bearing the ancient smell of him. I stepped down from his room to the veranda. Looting his pleasant smile, the full moon shined over the universe. After a full day's  funeral rituals, I came back to his room. There something made my whole being burned.Rather, it is at the place where memories fume, we feel the heat of missing.  It was all silent, like his last breath. It was all pale, like his dead face. My actions were encumbered by the unreal summoning sound of him. He too is gone with umpteen number of stories untold and told. Centuries later when I see some yellow saplings sprouting from the womb of the earth which bears his dead life, those untold stories may come in intuition unto me, which will blossom in his complexion which only we can decipher.....




                                                                                  Sangeetha

Friday, 8 September 2017

മരണം

മരണം
പുകയുന്ന ചന്ദനത്തിരികളുടെ ഗന്ധമാണ് ,
പകുത്ത നാളികേരത്തിന്റെ
നനവുവറ്റിയ വെളുപ്പാണ് ,
ഓട്ടുവിളക്കിലെ
കരഞ്ഞുകത്തുന്ന തിരിയാണ്,
ഉടൽമൂടിയ പുതുവസ്ത്രമാണ് ,
അടയാത്ത കണ്ണുകളിലെ
പിടയാത്ത ജീവനാണ് ,
നിശ്ചലതയിൽ പാറിനടക്കുന്ന
സ്മരണകളുടെ പൊടിപടലങ്ങളാണ് ,
മേഘങ്ങളിലേക്കോ , മൺതരികളിലേക്കോ
പടർന്നുപിടിക്കാനുള്ള തയ്യാറെടുപ്പാണ്,
ഒരിറ്റു കണ്ണുനീരിലൊളിപ്പിച്ച
ചൂടേറിയ സ്നേഹമാണ് ,
ഇന്നില്ല എന്ന തിരിച്ചറിവാണ് ,
മരണം മറവിക്ക്‌ തീറെഴുതിക്കൊടുക്കാൻ കഴിയാത്ത
ഓർമയാണ് ,
മരണം ഓർമയാണ് . 


സംഗീത
 

Monday, 7 August 2017

പാട്ടിറങ്ങുന്ന വഴിയിലാണെൻറെ  പ്രണയവും ....
......................................!!!!!!!!...................................................
                                                                       


                             സംഗീത 

Wednesday, 19 July 2017

Hope

Iam laughing madly
inside me,
because it is unfortunate that
you don't know me.
Iam laughing madly
inside me,
for my pretensions before you
are in their way to victory.
Iam laughing madly
inside me,
and you, the fools
fume your heads
thinking of the reason for my "agony".
Iam laughing madly
inside me,
that no longer occupy my valley,
the foul smog of your thoughts.


Once I'm tired of my laughter,
then it's time for a
secret smile....
I can smile,
digging out all the wonderful days
which once I lived.
I can smile at you too
my lost love...
resting back at your consciousness.
I can smile,
with all the words and silences.

 Then..it is the time
to have a precious weep.
I become a pampering child
of my own pain..
I weep till my heart sink in tears,
I weep till my mind starts to sail again,
I weep till your redness
gets sucked out of my veins,
I weep only to restore
my mad laughter inside me....

At last, I will live again..
gorgeously, not as a slave
to you my darling haunting memories,
but far away in a lonely world
 I will nourish a garden
with a pen and my thoughts.....
There I will fly
with my butterfly wing,
painting colours and
my own blue dreams........!!!



Sangeetha




Sunday, 21 May 2017

It's White in the End of May


                               

                                               The month of May, for me has a mixed complexion of white and red. Though I had gone through twenty Mays in my life, the last one, the twenty oneth had versatile profoundness . A rainy month, an age which rained everything into me. Exactly, the exclusiveness of my last year would have been the reason for such showering. I remember, I was in bliss, which only I can feel. Yeah, that smeared  redness allover my days...But no rain would ever persist. It is a painful fact. The same month was the ending calendar for many lives, directly as well as indirectly, especially for her. When our sun, her dream, suddenly diminished one day, it was the drought, of many unknown colours. For the very last time, there rained, only to wash out the colours. The drops had the taste of termination. By the time, there was nothing but pure whiteness. Everyone of us waited for the sun's return in vain. No Gibran, no Rumi, and none of the inscriptions could give solace to us. Our sun, didn't return, yet stretched its bare whiteness to the rest of the lives. A year has gone, and it is again May 21.When the memories of the time repeat, Iam here, embracing my once lived life, with my cold, tear stained hands. May, with the haunting fragments of the death of our sun and the death of my yellow lights, will again come with all its existing complexion... And I wonder that how many Mays would welcome me yet, for it is unpredictable, the appearance of  white, the appearance of eternal disappearance.

 Sangeetha